Just to let you know, you have revived that feeling that i used to have for you. I don’t know how you do it but i need to learn from you. I never would’ve thought, after all we’ve been through that I would be like this. Though serious problems are embedded in my heart and spirit, I don’t think they’re so bad.
A weight has lifted from my chest. Yes! I’m revived. I can breathe again. Who would’ve thought that. The only thing to do now is to let the days play on on and let everything flow. Before, I wanted to just scream out, “I give up!” but now I’m looking toward the future. The future holds things that I have no idea of but I’m ready. I’m willing. I want it. Scary as it may seem, I’m the braveheart ready to love….
I needed confirmation and I got it. That’s what I asked for so I shouldn’t get mad at what was said. In a way I feel better because I know where I stand. Distance is cool. Distance hurts. But Distance is necessary. AGAIN. I’ll overcome. I always do.
Who would’ve thought that I would be stressing and thinking so hard about him. When his birthuday passed in January, I thought I was over him. But I guess I’m not. I keep wanted to talk to him. I keep wanting to hear his voice. I wonder does he ever think about me anymore? Man if that altercation didn’t happen, I wonder if we would’ve made something special. Since we’re not talking, all I can do is wish and wonder…
Ruthless thinking. Imagine me sinking into a pit of confusion no longer weeping for the chance of a lifetime. I rhyme. To clear the thoughts in my mind that taunt my every action. Then I re-rhyme to reveal the reasons why I cleared my mind. Only time will tell when these thoughts of mind will no longer be intertwined in aspects in which they are prohibited… Dang it feels good to be back, Tumblr :)
I hide the “real Me” to protect my feelings from your bullets. Unknowingly, they pierce through the heart of any sensitive soul like myself. In this case, most people would suggest a bulletproof vest. Unknowingly, your bullets surpass any vest. They have a mind of their own. Their mind set is strictly heartbreak. Heart. Break. I wish I could find a way to let you inside of my heart with out murdering it. I shouldn’t have to experience mutilation to any degree. Spare my heart. Mi amor. Please. Don’t. Hurt. My. Heart. Flatline
“Believe in me.” -Raheem DeVaughn
The world is so cruel and there are not a lot of people to trust in for support. 1st off trust in God. Then remember you always got me. Don’t let this harsh world crumble your spirit. Stay up!
My heart pounds. My stomach churns. My chest explodes. The storm approaches and….BOOM! Its over.. it went a lot smoother than I thought it…
Happy Thanksgiving everyone! Have a great and be blessed! :)
Me and my little cousin at my Grandad’s funeral… we had to do something to keep us happy at this funeral